My name is Makeda Duff. I’m still going to school and my desire is to become a successful entrepreneur. I feel like I’m struggling in school. My confidence is low and I’m always worried about how I look or smell to others, even though I proper hygiene. I want to get rid of that. It’s clouding my head and it’s to focus on my school work, and it’s difficult for me to socialize properly. I want to be successful and make my mother proud, and show people I did everything they said I couldn’t do.
I also want to feel God hold my hand again. I want to feel him in my heart again. I can’t do anything without him.
I was to go to the service where prophet Jamal Browne was preaching, but my mother said I couldn’t go and it broke my heart. I wanted to go because he helped me with my sexuality, and after that night my life changed and I got stronger (spiritually). I was to satisfied with my life. My eyes were opened. But now I feel clouded. I pray mostly every night and I thank God for the blessings he gave to me, even on the bad days. I can feel Satan fighting me trying to bring me down. Sometimes I have dreams but I don’t know if I should take them seriously. There are other stuff to but I don’t want to have you reading too long. Hopefully you can help me. Thank you for you time. May God keep blessing you.