I’m contemplating divorce. Need prayer for my strength to pull the trigger. There is no hope in this marriage as I have been waiting for changes that are detrimental for my sanity and mental health. I just need the Lord’s hand of favor financially. My husband has not been a provider and most of this marriage, I have had to do it on my own. I need a financial miracle very soon to occur. Suicidal thoughts have plagued me continuously as I have tried to wrap my mind around continuously being in this struggle as a married woman, who has 2 kids to take care of on my own with no help. Everything appears hopeless as this has gone on for years…no money to pay the bills and collection agencies calling, letters in the mail. I’ve maintained a good job, but it doesn’t pay all the bills.
A divorce won’t solve your problems. However, do what you have to.
Just remember God hates divorce.
What you need is to seek the LORD on your face in humble repentance.
What the LORD wants from you is your heart. He does not have it.
Surrender to Jesus is the first step to solving your problems.
They are deeper than you realize.
I am praying for you. God bless…